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Sometimes there is no time outs,
No second chances,
Somtimes it's now or never



  • in space no one can hear you MOO!


    Its ok to be angry,
    And never let go.





    Quiet is my loudest cry


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    Waking up,
    From this nightmare.
    How's your life?
    Whats it like there?
    Is it all?
    What you wanted it to be?
    Does it hurt?
    When you think about me?
    And how broken my heart is...b>




    Quiet is my loudest cry
    All the pain I thought I knew All my thoughts lead back to you Back to what was never said Back and forth inside my head I can't handle this confusion I'm unable, come and take me away


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    Saturday, December 04, 2004
    old school

    Aerosmith (Cryin' - Get A Grip)

    There was a time
    When I was brokehearted
    Love wasn't much of a friend of mine
    The tables have turned - yeah
    'Cause me and them ways have parted
    That kinda love was the killin' kind

    All I want is someone I can't resist
    I know - all I - need to know
    By the way I got kissed

    I was Cryin' when I met you
    Now I'm tryin' to forget you
    Your love is sweet misery
    I was Cryin' just to get you
    Now I'm tryin' 'cause I let you
    Do what you do down on me

    Now there's not even breathing room
    Between pleasure and pain
    Yeah you cry when we're makin' love
    Must be one and the same

    It's down on me
    Yeah, I got to tell you something
    It's been on my mind, girl I gotta say
    We're partners in crime
    You got that certain something
    What you do to me takes my breath away

    Now the word out on the street
    Is the devil's in your kiss
    If our love goes up in flames
    That's a fire I can't resist

    I was Cryin' when I met you
    Now I'm tryin' to forget you
    Your love is sweet misery
    I was Cryin' just to get you
    Now I'm dyin' 'cause I let you
    Do what you do to me

    'Cause what you got inside
    Ain't where your love should stay
    Yeah, our love, sweet love, ain't love
    'Til you give your heart away

    I was Cryin' when I met you
    Now I'm tryin' to forget you
    Your love is sweet misery
    I was Cryin' just to get you
    Now I'm dyin' just to let you
    Do what you do, what you do down on me
    Baby, baby, baby

    I was Cryin' when I met you
    Now I'm tryin' to forget you
    Your love is sweet misery
    I was Cryin' when I met you
    Now I'm dyin' 'cause I let you
    Do what you do down to, down to, down to

    I was cryin' when I met you
    Now I'm tryin' to forget you
    Your love is sweet misery



    this song is a good one
    yupp so i havent writtin in ages but nothing new
    im still with mike
    7 months tomarow
    yea crazy
    i tried piercing my own nose
    it hurt
    i stopped doin
    but yea hmm im watching the princess bride
    but im really not cuz im listenin to music
    well imma go
    later haters

    at 12:36 pm haylohorns6979 rocked you
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    Sunday, October 03, 2004
    disco dress

    homecoming was yesterday
    it was fun
    i went there with :
    jenny,amanda,shannon,marc,and rob
    Rob was my date
    when i got there i was with sharon,krystin,ryan,jim and rob the whole time
    it was cool
    then after me and rob went to jennys and jenny and manda went to a party but came back
    me and rob were talkin bout a bunch of stuff
    like if i had fingers growin out of my face
    and yea were weird
    i got home at like umm 8 this morning
    jennys room was freezing cold
    and i got a purty flower
    and krystin found a flower on the ground  and gave it to me for having beautiful clevage
    she said its hypnotizing
    well i have brunch so later haters
    mary

    at 08:59 am haylohorns6979 rocked you
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    Sunday, September 12, 2004
    boop doop de boop

    yea throat kills
    hmmm havent been here in a whiles
    wat did i do thid weekend????hmmmmm
    well friday i got in afight with mike bought how he ditches me
    we made up
    saturday woke up witha sore throat went out with my mom made plans to see amovie with mike and then round 6 went to the skatepark with steph and hung out with keith mike sammy maxew hmmmm who else o and matt  then at 7ish left with steph and mike  didnt see my movie  but got slushies dropped off steph and mike came over till 11;30 and at midnight walked to krystins and spent the night
    woah that was long
    and today well waited for tony and matt to pick me and krystin up then went driving and stopped by mikes for 5 mins left got droppped off at krystins then went walking around
    it was nuts
    matt ditched me and krystin
    a-hole
    i wonder if mike will come over
    he prolly wont but it would be cool
    yea nothin to new
    its not like you cared bout what i did
    gosh my throat hurts
    so sat i made a club called jons mean to us club and steph asked me if i wanted to join when i like found it
    weirdo
    well im playin with my henna stuff so later haters

    at 09:01 pm haylohorns6979 rocked you
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    Thursday, September 02, 2004
    talk talk talk

    so my birthday was monday
    woop woop
    i hate people who talk shit
    i came home early from school today
    cuz i had cramp
    yup yup
    i wannna go to crazy world
    but really were living crazy world i didnt get that untill recently
    im dumb
    yea so im tired and my food is done
    so
    later haters
    mary

    at 05:56 pm haylohorns6979 rocked you
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    Saturday, August 28, 2004
    teary eyed

    I don't don't don't believe i fell alseep talk's a waste of time.
    the roller coaster that i rode with her on valentine's
    and all i see, i don't don't don't believe.
    and what you see is what you get with me.
    wasting all your time
    
    going all the way
    looking so helpless
    everyday
    daddy's little defect
    all the same
    keep your secrets away from me
    if you wanna be mine
    
    so don't don't don't make a sound.
    your father's around.
    to play with your head.
    gift wrap guilt trip kisses.
    left you naked in your bed.
    and all i see i don't don't don't believe.
    and what you see is what you get with me.
    im wasting all your time...
    wasting all your time
    
    going all the way
    looking so helpless
    everyday
    daddy's little defect
    all the same
    keep your secrets...yeah yeah yeah
    
    going all the way
    looking so helpless
    everyday
    daddy's little defect
    all the same
    keep your secrets away yeah yeah yeah
    
    letting go.
    letting go again.
    letting go.
    
    let him go when you left with nothing.
    let go, it'll be alright.
    doesn't matter 'cause you're free to waste your life.
    
    don't don't don't believe i fell alseep talk's a
    waste of time.
    the roller coaster that i rode with her.
    wasting all your time...
    wasting all your time.
    
    going all the way
    looking so helpless
    everyday
    daddy's little defect
    all the same
    keep your secrets away...  yeah yeah yeah (x2)
    
    Going all the way (x2)
    Yeah
    
    going all the way
    looking so helpless
    everyday
    daddy's little defect
    all the same
    keep your secrets away...  
    yeah yeah yeah
    waiting for you...
    if you wanna be mine.
    i got my toungue pierced
    it hurt
    yea birthday is monday
    yea yea yea
    im worried bout something
    ill find out what goin on today
    but im hopin it aint true
    please god please dont let it be
    anways ill leave you with sugar cults daddy's little defect
    later haters
    mary

    at 04:32 pm haylohorns6979 rocked you
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    Tuesday, August 24, 2004
    where is your boy tonight....

    so listenin to taking back sunday bright eyes and fall out boy
    yea this would be stephs work
    shes introduced me to bright eyes and fall out boy
    cuz shes super cool
    i have to call her
    so mike caught the cold when he was over yesterday
    so i made him soup and juice
    well i didnt make the juice i just got him a cup of it
    school starts tomarow
    boo-hoo
    yea im tired and angry
    i was posed to get a sope from jaliscos
    and i didnt!!!!!!!
    so put hungry on that list to
    well ill be back sooner or later
    later haters
    mary

    at 05:33 pm haylohorns6979 rocked you
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    Friday, August 20, 2004
    foamy the squirell

    so im tired
    an awesome webpage is
    www.illwillpress.com
    its hilarous cartoons
    foamy the squirel is awesome
    so im goin to watch more of there cartoons
    later haters

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    Wednesday, August 18, 2004
    make me sick

    "so what if i was disapointed...im sorry i cared....theres more to life than that.."
    so i was reading my friends blog.
    it got me thinking.
    they are hypocrits.
    i dont know how to spell that.
    i never said that it was my life.
    and i do have respect for myself.
    and "i dont need to do that stuff to show my affection".
    before nething happened.
    you guys talked about doin that stuff all the time.
    i dont understand ne1 nemore.
    the only friends who except me now are the followin
    ashley,steph,krystin,shannon,mike,nick,sammy,jon,steve,billy,marc
    well those are the friends who feel the same way i do
    they dont care as long as people are being smart about it.
    i dont kno why my other friends are doing this to me.
    another weird thing.
    my one friend doesnt treat shannon any different when it comes to this stuff.
    but when its comes to me she like raises her cross and shuns me.
    its crap.
    poop.
    so mike is a birthday pooper.
    he told me what hes gettin me.
    dorkwad.
    skates and a build a bear.
    coolz.
    im afraid to skate hes just gunna make fun of me.
    fruitbooter.
    im tired its really early and nathans being wierd
    ill end up writting more later.
    later haters
    mary


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    Sunday, August 15, 2004
    tickle tickle

    so  nothin to new i went to st alberts carnival the past couple days i the longest i stayed was like a half hour and half the time i was there i was lookin for mike cause he just left and yea ok......but newayz 15 days till my birfday.....yupp yupp..........so mike was posed to come over at 1...so i think i have to get dressed and putt makeup on.....so later haters.....
                  <3 always
                      mary

    at 01:10 pm haylohorns6979 rocked you
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    Sunday, August 08, 2004
    wireless internet sux!!!!!

    so kids im at my cuzins b-day thing..in the basement alone...i was skateboardin on there porch.....but then some lil girl came and took it .....shes like i kno more about skatebording then you...im like yea i just started and she was sayin all this crap...dude the girl cant even push the thing...then she was all like can you hold the board for me so i can ride it ...WHAT THE F...girl knos so much then she cant even ride it.....thats right im bitchiong bout a 7 year old girl....wats up know...so anyways yesterday me and steph went to petes market with her mom.....i had mexican corn and a churo...mighty grand..........but then we got to stephs and we were skatboardin home and then BOOM i fell right on my ass.....literally its starting to bruise........yupp i screamed YES! then steph turned around and was like are you ok and i screamed NO!!!..i was excited though......but nothing new....old navys pretty cool.....yea....super cool.....yesterday i beat up mike in front of jon and now the world knos mike got beat up by me......homecomin is gunna be awesome...steph and jon are gunna be ythe coolest couple there and they dont even go to our school......yea thats right.....so im writing on and on becuz i dont wanna go up stairs.....hmmmm think of a topic.........o wireless internet sux........yea i have it and i always get kicked offf.......man it makes me angry.......welll im gunna go get some copins......later haters
              <3 always
              the one(not the only i think )
                    MARY 4STER

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